Ok I'm really not good at this!

I completely forgot about my "blog"! I can't believe tht its been over a year since I have done this. Motherhood is very busy, I guess. Granted I can find time to get on Facebook and chat, but that's because I'm nosy and want to see what everyone is up to! TeeHee! I need to start doing this more...maybe it can be therapeutic??? We'll see if it happens!

Ok, Ok, so I'm not good at this...

Ok, it's been 2 weeks since I blogged last...this is how I was with my diary in high school/college. Which by the way I found yesterday, and read...boy was I hopelessly in love with someone who did not appreciate me! PATHETIC!!!! I am so glad I'm not 19 anymore! Wow, how you can change in 10 years! I've been very busy, my brother got married, which I am so very happy for him. He's been single for 11 years, and its about time that he found a good person that treats him so well. But why did they pick the hottest day of the year to get married??? I really like my new sister-in-law and think she is a welcomed addition to our family! Dwight and I are trying to re-finance our house, and its sooo stressful! Sometimes being a grownup sucks! Just a few things for now, I've got to get better at this....

The Rocking Chair Won...

Well Brendan finally has gotten his first real boo-boo! He decided that he wanted to pull up on the rocking chair at daycare, and it rocked. He hit his little face on the base...Mrs. Linda at the daycare said she saw him, and couldn't get to him fast enough. I knew it was coming, he's been trying to pull up here at home. I can't believe how fast he is trying to do new things. I just printed out pictures that I had taken over the past 2 months, and I can't believe how much he has changed! He is such a good baby, he takes things in stride. Except when it comes to getting something to eat, he wants it right then and there, and pitches a fit until the bottle is in his little hands. I can only guess what is to come next. He's crawling around too well, I'm not looking for walking to be far off! Dwight was walking at 9 months me at 10, so we'll see how fast Mr. Brendan learns.

Wordless Wednesday

I'm going to copy an idea from another blogger, I hope she doesn't mind! She does wordless Wednesday with pictures of her little girl, and I love that idea! I know that today is Tuesday but I am very excited about this (plus Brendan is in bed awfully early so I have some extra time this afternoon! HAHAH) I am so in love with him and being a mother! He amazes me everyday and I want to share with you how he's growing! I know this is supposed to be wordless, but I couldn't believe that he kept the glasses on and did not try to take them off! Isn't Mr. Cool Breeze cute???

The Worst Day of My Life....

I can't believe that in 3 days you will have been gone for 2 years...2 years since you hugged me, since I heard your voice, or looked in your eyes. It's still very raw, the feelings that I have. I know you are in a better place, and are happy up there, but I'm still very selfish in wishing you were here. I miss you more than words can explain. Especially everytime Brendan does something new, I want to pick up the phone and call you, and its hard not to. I know that time heals all wounds and one day it won't be as hard, but right now it is. Momma please know that I think of you everyday and I know you are watching over us, please stay as my guardian angel, and I'll see you again one day! I love you!!!

My Obsession

OK, so it's Friday night (TGIF), my child is asleep for the night, and here I am on the computer again. It seems I'm obsessed with the Internet now. Dwight and I lived without it for years, and now that I have it, I can't stop myself from checking my emails/MySpace every free moment I get. You would think that I would be doing the mounds of laundry,(by the way I didn't realize how much a baby actually spits up after eating!) doing the dishes, or some other useful thing, but no here I am sharing thoughts and feelings to a computer! ( and all of you that care enough to read) How did we ever survive in high school with only a telephone??? I am glad that I have made connections with friends I haven't seen in years, so at least my obsession is somewhat of a good thing! Well I guess I should get up and get something accomplished before I crash for the night.... oh by the way, I'll be getting some pictures on here soon!

MONEY, MONEY, MONEY

I can't believe how long it takes to earn it and how fast it dissapears!!! Dwight and I sure picked a great time to have a baby...I knew he would be expensive, but I did not expect that gas would be $4 a gallon, and food rising in price everytime I go to the grocery store! Come on, I thought Wal-Mart was supposed to save me money!!!! Then how is it that I spend at least $150 to $200 every time I shop. Yes, diapers, wipes, and formula are added to the list now, but that is not that much more! I hope that whomever takes over in 2009, at least cares enough for us middle class, that can barely keep our heads above water. All I can do is keep praying that God will see us through this hard time....If I only had some answers!!!